I must admit, I love anime. Reasons for that I can't specify but maybe it is the pure awesomeness of their worlds, all the endless posibilities or the fact that almost everything is possible. Up to this moment I have watched the entire HOTD, Free! Iwatobi swim club, Naruto(on going), and almost the entire Death Note, and a few episodes of Mirai Nikki and I LOVE all of them but my favourite is Naruto due to it being the fist one I watched maybe. Death Note is a close second but Free is also very good at least to me sience I love swimming :) . Anime takes my mind of the everyday "problems" that trouble my mind and take me to a exciting world of anime, as most of TV shows do to a lot of people, but I don't watch them ourely for that reason they are both interesting and amuzing, they have everything I love in a show (most of them, or at least the ones I watched). I hope the ones I stated above (if you haven't watched them) will become dear to you as they have to me and I hope you will enjoy them half as much as me ;)

You don't have a clue
How much I care about you
When I hold your hand
I don't feel alone anymore

Your eyes make me feel alive again
So please don't leave me
And stay by my side
Till the day I can't look in to your eyes
Till the day we die

Couse your smile alone
Can get me trough the day
I just know I love you
With you by my side
I want to live every day of my life

Distance is what keeps us apart
Two bodies but one soul
Distance is what broke us down
You didn't hold me close enough to your heart

One day I will come to you and you will see
What you lost was a best frined
And all we have now are memories
We could have been perfect you and me together

When you hold me in your arms I will never let go
You and me were ment to be
And I don't care if there are 300 more soulmates out there
The one I want is you

Couse when I fuck up my life you will be my safe place
The one I can turn to in need and in lust
And know I will love you until eternety
A thousand times I told you this and you never realise that "Ik van je houd"

One year ago I "met" this guy ( "met" - couse we met online ), and he was perfect. We talked all trough the night and realised that we are very simliar so we kept talking for months to come. The more we talked the more we liked each other and in some time we started loving each other, I couldn't believe that I stared to love someone online becouse it is not me. I am the one who would always say that it is not possible to fall in love online. But this time it was true. We came to know each other and we were in love. We would get sad when we would remember that we can't thold hands, hug, kiss and what not. One day he stared to act like a jerk, he said he didn't want to talk for some time and that got me worried, I sent him more messages but he didn't answer and when he would he would just say that I am annoying and that he doesn't want to talk... I was so sad and worried, I wanted to know what is wrong but there was no way for me to find out other then him telling me. He never did... We came to the point when he said he didn't want to talk to me ever again, and now I feel like I lost it all. I do love him and he knows it but doesn't realise how true and strong my feelings are. I promised him that I would come to him as soon as I could but we both know that that is maybe in 2 years, and to him that is too long to wait. He said once that one day with me would be the death of him becouse he would want me to stay forever and that is not possible and that one day would kill him. Once, sorry not once more times, he told me he loved me, he told me I was the most beautiful and awesome girl in the world, one day he used google translate to tell me that he loved me in my language ( that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me), and I can't help myself to wonder is that the same guy, the one who was so nice, so sweet, the one I love and this one, to who I am annoying, who doesn't want to talk to me ? I think the one I love is burried deep inside becouse he got hurt by someone and now he doesn't trust anyone, not even me, the who he allegedly loved. I hope that when I come to him, when I finally see him in person that he will find himself again, that he will be the one I love. Until then I can only think of him (what I do every day, I even dream about him). Now I can only hope, maybe one day we will finally be together, couse when I lost him I lost it all... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_stEdcZbhMk

You haven't heard from me a certain period of time becouse I forgot that I had a blog. Well i have say according to me most important thing that has happened is that I had a boyfriend yeap had, we broke up a month ago well he broke up with me so normaly I am hurt. I understan him complately and I think that he had a certefied problem but I also think that he shouldn't have broke up with me becouse of that problem of not talking enugh. I believe that he should of told me about it becouse now that I am aware of the problem I agree that that was indeed a problem. And I only regret that we hadn't had a chance to talk about it. I have to go now but I will continue about this topic next time. :/

I thought that i am strong enough so i can be happy regardless that my friend that i was in love with, kissed another girl in front of me and now they are dating. but on the oter side i think i am over it and now i am happy. nothing much more to say but the fact that i think that he is an asshole but the good type, he didn't want to hurt me he said that he was sorry and everything and now i don't know should i forgive him or not (should i stay or should i go :D).... i kinda need your HELP. ! :S haha xD

Well there is no much to say about my life, I live in a city haha and I have enough friends so my life is average. I live a life of a average girl. I know that anything isn't perfect but we all tend to perfection, yes some more than others but we all do. I guess that I could say that I am pretty happy about my life it is something we should all setlle for, normal. So lets say a few word about my friends. For an average girl I have enough of best friends, and they are all different in their own way, but also they have something in common I love them ( as friends of course) :D Soo we came to a very complicated part of my life, it's my love life. I think I can say that my love life isn't what you call an open flower. It is bad (for me). Meaning : every single guy I like doesn't like me back in fact he doesn't like me at all. And when you're in that place (mine) it is not very comfortable. Well enough about my life for now. :D Oor how my friends would say enough talking about my car lets talk about you <3

Avalon High is a great story about love. Haha yea here i go again about love (and i should not talk i don't know much). I am the kind of a person that belives in true love and those happily ever afters. I also belive that if that happily ever after does not happen to me it will happen to someone else out there. When I think, I mean remember that there is someone that just found that true love that happily ever after I can't stop myself from smiling like a geek ;D I guess that love has that effect on me. although I don't know much about love I know that it is wonderfull at least I hope so. <3